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04:21 Nov 30 2011
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19:54 Nov 17 2011
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---I AM AS I AM---

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Awakening to the Spirit .. The Freedom to Choose .... to become more truly alive and the energies that generate higher awareness... The real fire in MDLIVE.

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Let me give you some insight into 20+ years of research and personal experience.

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Awakened first three chakras into our daily life.

To feel one's inner perception can also be used to focus on the perception of others. Sensation is something you feel, perception is something you see.

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I cry out .. If you only knew my pain. Deep dark down in hell we run the time line.. And they have made me MDLIVE. I Will always be.

To have your love... It is all new to me... All I have known is that dark world that has made Me MDLIVE13 It burns into the mind of lost souls.. Dissociation of this type is antagonistic to higher awareness.

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SoulfulLiving My personal development and conscious living, Comprehensive insight, The personal growth higher awareness transformation.

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Manifesting abundance, raising consciousness, breaking in to the center of the other side.

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I have a sense of calmness in My life. I have discovered how to become patient, open and available for success.

I feel the "Atmosphere"

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I can sense and understand my surroundings.

I have done it all over and over... it burns.. I love my dark... but as of now and you gravely set this to my life.. And bring the light I need as well. As in my body and mind Improve self awareness and manifesting using my powers is greater then ever.

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I am committed to You and this life we hold close as one.

And unveiling the secrets of living a more fulfilled life.

The awareness I'm talking about has to be a lifestyle.

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All you are to me ... Inspirational you are to me in this inspiring and uplifting love you have for me. I want it as my life. To be happy... I knew it not..

And you give that onto me. All life energy and consciousness ezines burn deep inside Me.

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Awakening of Higher Knowledge and Awareness.

I am more truly alive with the energies that generate

deep within Me.

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As there are nortstit, in that pike insinde the bitter puss filded mind that rides in that hot gland as it drips into the valips of her womb.

A dream of the night otherworldly entities as we felt the morning dew inside the tall green grass,,, deep inside It was there in your body pushing harder into you..

Ok good then,, And with that as you rest into your beding for the night,, You know you want it more and more like the dreams you have with each passing light,, as it has ,, And o'slipninmenvin's As you wait quitly in the dark you can start to feel your body to shake a little,,And is your hands and you feel your warm cum driping slowly down your warm wet body.. she ever spoke out loud. Spoken in a whisper, it sounded like Alpha, a promising beginning Ohhh! .... You Cry out as You rub your legs open and wish for it as you can feel your body getting moist and warmer and more think how good it feels inside you when you think of it and you know its good in you when you are done with, Your face felt nice and cool as I worked away and the curtains were open. It was the middle of the day, a blue sky above and But alas You lay onto your beding as you close your eyes and think of the next time you will feel this way again...

But alas Ahhhhhh ... ..MMMmm Ohhh Yesss yessss.... You cry out for it more and more..... l, seductive incubus who can morph from male to female, a bewitching succubus from ancient Babylonia, a playfully lusty satyr, a djinni obligated to satisfy the unspoken appetites of any human he touches, and a vampire as sexually rapacious as he is bloodthirsty.

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She raises her hips to meet your lips,

Licking her clit till she's moaning with pleasure,

It crys out in the Night for it knows only this to this as it call for the time keeper he who tills the mind of servers in nasdac and linhurst towns of the pilaged and lost never to be more,,, As them sad ridden souls linger torn to go. And curls her toes of her clitoral excitment And it is throbing ..She moans loud as she gets fucked!

Very loud, more so when we do it doggie style, She loved it and she moans like crazy as she thrust his dick deep into her pussy.. He reaches around to her wet pussy and rubs her swollen clit.

O.O I taste you in ME your warm sweet wetness as it drips into My blood... I Feel it so baby.. And its in.. when I'm pounding out hard thrust and you know you want it You get it more and more as you ride me thromp inside as we go deeper into that world we call home.. You are driping wet all over never alone this is what has shown.. ripples in the night as you pull more as all to good deeper in you.. can get an erection, not a problem taking me hard and deep.. it and she's moaning

OHHHH YES YES!! My Lover is calling.......

(As it flickers in the moonlight, Its there now,

Turn to to it as it wants you.. This page is strong now something gone now ,,, Its onto yes its all good,, dont tell me that now. As I do it as you are in to it bag it and dig at it to taste it deep inside you as you want it more and more,, You push it down now only the sound now,,

Not to the time there,,

My itch is calling... Oh... Yes how it burns at me ... Oh thy here but thy can not come... It it calls out,,She moans loud as she is drilled deep!

moaning loud while she fills her pussy hole with His hard cock pushing deep and hard into her tight little body!

OHHHHHH!! She crys out his name!

Maybe its just a glitch seven in the morning for oohiiy you feel it deep inside you. I know why you're here, I know pleasure and lust And what you've been doing... why you hardly sleep, why you live alone, and why night after night, you sit by your computer. You're looking for him. When you say You wanted him for so long. I know because I was once looking for the same thing.

She waits until she is bursting, then she has no choice but to wet herself..and I erupt inside your quivering pussy. All to us its so real and vivid in thy times of dyeing. Alas to them that do not know we are as we are and go on to the other one that calls out as he can clearly say onto you what is for you as only you know what this can mean. Only to open your own mind and let him in.

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She turns over and kisses You deeply on the mouth.... mmm oh baby Im here..... I know.. Baby.. I know.

Our vessel is whatever we use to have an experience of Creation. Who you are.. In life is your life and only your life to be as it will.

As what we think and believe can be seen as seen as creating a vessel or container to hold and carry certain types and kinds of experiences It is our mind which creates the vessel and it is the mind which allows consciousness to fulfill the role of consciousness in the creative process to become the cause of the experiences it has.

Each individual point of consciousness defines itself by the experiences it has and creates an identity, an ego, that acts like a container or vessel to hold the experiences and reality that the consciousness has. This vessel acts as both a safe and secure space keeping the individual point of consciousness from having to face the unknown because it can live in a vast defined world of past experiences.

This acts as a cage of our own making and limits the free expression of our unlimited creativity. Since each individual point of consciousness can expand or even decompress. Encompass the infinity of Creation, no matter how many experiences it has, and how it defines itself, whatever image it has of itself See it as it is.

The analogy of a vessel is a good analogy for what we use to experience creation is like taking a voyage or journey.

Only you can go the way you want to go.

Here it is the voyage of your life experiencing a creation In the same way the vessel both allows for the journey it limits what we can and cannot do on our journey. Additionally, any vessel we use is limited in what it can hold and carry.

What we have,,, We use.

The analogy of a vessel is a good analogy for what we use to experience creation is like taking a voyage or journey.

What we think and believe is what both holds the blueprint or form of the experience and limits what we can experience and hold in our mind during the experience.

As with any container, it can be filled with a variety of substances. So too when we experience Creation. We can hold experiences of Creation which give us the understanding to manifest what we desire to create. We can fill our vessel with understanding and experiences which do not serve what we desire. We then become faced with empting ourselves of what is not needed and filling ourselves with what we need.

It is an on going process continually accumulating and emptying ourselves by what we hold in what we think and believe to create the experiences we desire!

In essence we are a creative living process and our vessel is continually being recreated. Who we are... as we will be.

Look there I tell you now!

The experience we have is continually changing and evolving by what we experience and allowing those experiences to change what we think and believe. The changes in what we think and believe then change vessel we have and what we experience.

Goodnignt my light, when its not there, then no more when we were. When thats the end my heart I defend and stop to mend.

As you lie under dark skys you here the crys asking why we must die. As the tears fall from her dark eyes. No more lies like this one more kiss he must miss. Im ready to fly close to the ground, here the sounds its comeing down.

Wounds heal scars remain. I cant explain all the words if you only knew. What did i do but love you?

For get the name

For get the fame

For get the chains

For get the rain

For get the pain

For get the blame

For get the shame

For get the games

For we are the same

MD

Real Vampires love Vampire Rave

士☠M13D☠士

MDLIVE13

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19:24 Nov 17 2011
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19:05 Nov 17 2011
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Real Vampires love Vampire Rave

Hold me and never let go of me. Hold me safe and tightly within your arms. Let me rest my head upon your chest and listen to your heart beating for me, as mine beats for you. Love me without conviction or doubt. Love me now and for all eternity. Hold me in your heart and in your memories for ever more.

I LOVE YOU MATT.

*KISSES*

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17:35 Nov 10 2011
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Baby

Take my hand

Let us walk the world together

Let everyone see

It's you and me

Within you lies the sun, the breeze

You are my inner peace

Needing you always by my side

You are my whole life

Warmed by a fire within

Your love sets me free

Loving you from the depths of my soul

My heart is now whole.

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Phaedra
07:49 Nov 14 2011

This is so beautifully written baby. I love you so much my love.

MDLIVE13
10:55 Nov 14 2011

I love you with all of me!

21:18 Nov 09 2011
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Every Thought

You changed my world with a blink of an eye

That is something that I can not deny

You put my soul from worst to best

That is why I treasure you my dearest

You just don't know what you have done for me

You even pushed me to the best that I can be

You really are an angel sent from above

To take care of me and shower with love

When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear

And your touch have chased away all of my fear

You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile

It is even better everytime you smile.

Totally passionate

My love for you,

Loving and compassionate

A love so true!

I love you like the sweet taste of nectar,

I need you like the ocean needs the waves,

I love you for being my protector.

I love you like the kiss of dew on my face,

I need you like the stars need the heavens,

I love you for your tender embrace.

I love you like the sweet melody of a song,

I need you like the flowers need the rain,

I love you for life long.

Each thought of you fills me with sweet emotion;

I give to you my deep, complete devotion.

All my fondest wishes you fulfill;

I love you totally, and I always will.

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Phaedra
07:51 Nov 14 2011

I will always give you my deep, complete devotion. All my fondest wishes you fulfill. I love you totally and always will my love. You are everything to me.

21:05 Nov 09 2011
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Never leave my side

I wonder if you wake up at night

Thinking about me like the way I do you.

I think about your smile and how you make me laugh

I appreciate everything that you do

We spend time together you make me feel good

I told you that you had the right things to say

baby you are my shining star and I'll always be your sunshine

Do you think that I want it any other way

When do you finally understand

That you got my heart

In your hands

Baby, without you

I feel so lonely

Cause you are for me The one and only

So please make everything alright

And promise me

You will never leave my side.

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20:02 Nov 09 2011
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Phaedra
07:53 Nov 14 2011

This is exactly how you make me feel every day baby, dancing ontop of the world in a universe which is our own.

21:10 Nov 06 2011
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Baby,

I am alway's looking over you.

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Phaedra
07:53 Nov 14 2011

I would always want you to baby.

From you to Me
06:04 Nov 05 2011
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I Dream Of You

I dream of you day and night,

'cause being with you feels just so right.

I dream of you as being my beloved wife,

'cause you're the most precious thing in all my life.

I dream of you, angel from above,

'cause you are my one and only love.

I dream of you, every second of the day,

'cause I long to you in each and every way.

I dream of you walking by my side,

moments that make me so incredible pride.

I dream of you and me singing our favorite song,

moments I realize this love's so strong.

I dream of you and dream these dreams will stay,

'cause every time I see you, you make my day!

I dream of a life being forever with you,

so I can just show you how much I love you!

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Phaedra
07:54 Nov 14 2011

It's true, I always dream of you my love.

From you to Me
00:36 Nov 04 2011
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Forever And Always

It started out simple

like something new

I knew from the beginning

there was just something about you.

I loved the way you smiled

and the way you laughed

We were on different roads

until the roads came to one path.

When you asked me out

the butterflies came

they came in my heart

and I was never the same.

We became one

at the same time we were best friends

You said "Forever and always"

and I thought it would never end.

It was like that for a while

and I lived for your kiss

you told me I was beautiful

and I felt such total bliss.

But one night, your mind changed

and you turned it all around

You brought me up so high

just to tear me back down.

After that it was never the same

and I cried for all those days

now I think I finally realize

forever doesn't mean for always.

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Phaedra
07:55 Nov 14 2011

The thought of you taking my hand and interlocking fingers as our hands unite sparks a passion unknown to me before but a passion I can most certainly get used to baby.